Reluctance, reluctance, and reluctance.

I promised not to be reluctant but, things are not going my way.
How can I not be reluctant going to a place where the system is just so screwed up.
Everything is a disadvantage to you and yet you are supposed to go there willingly.

How is that possible, I wonder.
Things are unfair, things are not distributed evenly, but isn't this reality?
These things can't be weigh and you are not the one weighing, so obviously the importance of things is not the same yea?
That's life, without a proper weighing machine to distribute things accurately.
Thanks, I learnt that.
Will things stop being unfair?

Sometimes, is not that I will not explain, but do you stop to listen?
No matter how I try, your mind remains close so how am I suppose to get through your mentality?

What can i say.
Growing up is hard, but everyone must go through this process.
x(
Sheesh, can I have a power card that says 'skip'?



The courage is back and the answer is YES, YES and YES.
=)


Thanks, XinFang, for you post.
Love you too.
"we can grow separately without growing apart."
Yes, WE can and WE will.